Resurrected :)

Hi everyone. Long time no post. Actually, I don't have laptop because it's in Iligan and it's not working well. Don't worry if mom will give me a laptop as a gift I can post several topics here. I am always busy in work and with my love-of-my-life Bryan. Yes, you heard it right I have a partner now for how many years I've been waiting for a person who will love me for who I am and accepts my imperfections. So in love... <3

Pinoy Magazine 9th Anniversary Issue

Why I love Sam Concepcion? 

Hmmm... There's many reason to like him he's a good singer, an epic dancer, a cool host, an excellent theater actor to sum up everything he's a multi-talented creation. But believe it or not there's only one reason why I love Sam. When I first saw him on tv singing "I Want You Back" my heart beats fast. I was a kid that time so I was confused but now that I'm already 20, I already discovered that feeling. His voice is my favorite sound, and his name is my favorite noun. He is different. It's so hard to explain actually. He's the reason why I keep on smiling. And I believe God will make a way for us. Hehe... Thank you Mr. Raymund and Mrs. Gene for having Samuel Lawrence Lopez Concepcion into my life though it's a fairytale that so difficult to come true. :)

Happy 9th Anniversary Pinoy Magazine! I will surely buy this issue. Thank you for giving me this once in a lifetime opportunity. :)

IJB meets JQC

Here I go again. Waiting for a guy's attention. There's this guy, an on-call waiter from IP. He's the one who's always with me when I'm recovering with the first guy I blogged here. They are friends actually. Most of the time he visited me in our boarding house. At that time he's always broken time so every 10 pm we see each other, have a talk and foodtrip. The last time he gave me was these.

When he bought me these I was so overwhelmed. I just told him that I want something sweet. I did not expect that he will buy a chocolate and its toblerone plus the C2 it's not clear in the picture but it's pink. :)

We went to the bridge near our boarding house. I let him watched my videos in youtube. I felt his arm around my shoulder. I did not protest I don't know why. Now, we're not texting anymore but he's flirting with me when we're in IP. I'm confused. He said he will visit me today but even a text I have nothing received. I guess I'm already hit by him. I should not felt this because several people thinks that he's already taken and they celebrated their anniversary just this September my birthday month. I don't know if this is true but when I asked him this morning he can't look me in the eye. He never answered me. I hate him. He left me hanging. If I can read his mind it would be easy for me to handle this. I think I should drink stresstabs. If it's true it will be such painful like the scenes in a movie. :(

What's your number?

There's this guy working in IP. And he's giving me sh*t right now. Not because I like him though he's cute but there's issues I considered. This story started when he asked my number to my co-ojt. I was so shy that time because I'm not used to this. He gives me the feeling of kilig. Well, I'm always like that when I'm getting teased to someone. My co-ojt launched a bet. If the guy will text me that day I will treat her a coke. I said yes. When we went home, the guy texted me and my co-ojt won. They teases us like we were love team.

We exchanged text messages that day. He asked me that is it okay if we will be together in the christmas and new year since we are both in Cebu and can't go to our origin. I didn't answer his question. The next day, we back-up the outlet he belongs. I was nervous what to react when I see him. So I avoid being assigned in the pantry. But he saw me and we said "Hi" to each other. Some people in  the outlet teases me and it's so obvious what's the reason behind it.

Days passes by, he stopped texting me and I wonder why. My co-ojt asked his number so that she can ask why it happened. I gave his number. Things start to change when I observed that his texting my co-ojt rather than me. My co-ojt showed me their text messages to each other. From there, I confirmed my instinct. He like my co-ojt. It's becoming more clear when the guy visited our boarding house, brought some snacks and he's with my co-ojt. Well, I admit it hurts but not because I'm into that guy but because it's a slap into my face. Why did he asked my number? I can't understand. So people, when you read this, please don't pity me. It's not my lost. Everything happens for a reason. God has a purpose why he's doing this. So smile though your heart is aching. Just kidding. I will smile because I can. :)

The Results

Tuesday, October 16, 2012, we had received the results we're waiting for. It was almost 5 in the afternoon I guess. Marj told Jewel and I that the results of IP was already announced via text. I immediately grab my phone and see if I am included to the recipients. Thanks to God, one message received from Ma'am Angie "Congratulations! You are qualified for training in IP. Please return to IP and get your requirements." Woooooooooooow! I'm so happy God answered my prayers. But we are not all accepted as we hoped. We are only four including Loysa, Zearyne, Rizza and yours truly. There was sadness I felt inside. I can't help but cry with them. I was not pretending at all. I don't know it's just that it will be more victorious if we are all accepted. It is our dream. I think we already used all the motto related to our feelings and meaningful songs as well.

But now, all of us have already an establishment. Some are in Cebu White Sands. Thanks to Ma'am Rutchelle the one who interviewed us before that day. Before we went to the ship, Movenpick called us but I haven't answered it. I missed the call. Maybe this establishment in the picture is really for me. Let's do this in Imperial Manner! :)

Cebu Adventure

Last week October 8, 2012, we tried our luck in Cebu City to apply for Imperial Palace Waterpark Resort and Spa. I chose to stay near the establishment due to the accessibility. I stayed at Blue House together with Farrah, Poyot, Marj, Loysa, Jewel, Joenah, Vera, Bianca, Xhaine and my daughter Lily. It is in favor to me because it is only 100 per night unlike the pension house my other classmates availed.

After the interview we got disappointed about what happen that day. Most of our classmates were late and the interviewers were out of their mood because of that. We are worried of what will be the results if they will accept us or not.

The next day, Farrah, Xhaine, Lily and Bianca went to their scheduled interview for Shangri-La. Luckily, all of them were accepted. So we are pressured of where we will be having our OJT.

During the night, we planned to walk-in to different hotels and resorts in Mactan and the main city. But we also consider the opinion of Ma'am Angie since she is our OJT Coordinator. She gave us the names and e-mail address of the HR's. We e-mailed our resumes and applications letters to them. While waiting for their response, we spent our time going to Sto. Nino Church, reading pocket book, texting and watching Ate Gay's videos since we don't have a television. We shared rigorous laughter thanks to Poyot. :D Indeed, I'm enjoying these people. :)

My Dreamboy

Though there are a lot of difficult circumstances I've been to but this is just a chicken for me because of you. I love listening to your songs. It's like I'm listening to an angel's voice. I promise to myself I will do everything just to be worthy of your last name. Hehe... Please don't laugh. I'm serious. Watch & learn. :)