Not So Merry Christmas

December 25 is the birth of our Lord Jesus Christ, this day must be celebrated with smile in our hearts but in our case it's kinda opposite. On the last day of Simbang Gabi or nine mornings in english, my mom decided to include my sister and grandmother to the mass since it is the last.

Originally, only me and my mom who consistently attends the mass because my grandma is already old to go there. It's so cold outside. After we arrived in our house, I ask of the money for the cupcakes we ordered to Ate Jeandy. But mom still don't have money yet due to some financial problems so she goes to grandma and ask for some amount of money to be debt. But grandma refuses because she thinks that mom won't pay her as what she did many times. Mom get disappointed and unintentionally said that she must go to my Aunt Gemma and live there for good. Maybe because she's really hurt. So only the three of us celebrated the occasion. I cried many tears because my grandma is always there for me ever since I was a baby. I don't know if I can carry this. :(