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Thursday, February 23, 2012
It Started with a Kiss :*
Arianne Yuan
This is my latest addiction. ISWAK is my primary reason to go home early. Yeah, I know this is just the third showing from its first premiere on television but this is my chance to follow the series completely. I won't agree if I miss one of the episodes it hurts for me. I wish I can finish this series. I love the story. I find it so funny and interesting to watch. Actually, the reason why I like ISWAK it's because the girl is intellectually-challenged like me. Hehe... Oh, wait I must watch now. See yah! :)
Friday, February 10, 2012
Ms. Sunshine to Ms. Nobody
This past few weeks I'm having this feeling of unwantedness. To the people who knew me they probably think I'm happy with the people that surrounds me. But they are wrong.
I have lots of thoughts in my mind according to the treatments I received from my constant friends. First, let us define the term "friends". In Webster's New Dictionary, friend is defined as a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ally, supporter. In my case it doesn't exist with the people I'm with. Ever since I'm in high school, I didn't have the chance to have a permanent barkada. I've tried twice but it didn't worked out. It seems like nobody wants my presence. It hurts. I'm so insecure with the people who already found a friend who will accept them whole-heartedly. I guess in this stage of my life I'm still hoping to find one.
What's their problem? They are nice to me, really, but not all the time. I just keep my feelings to myself like what I usually do. But sometimes I can't carry it anymore and I just cry. The problem is they put conclusions on my actions. The only thing that they remember is my mistakes and not the good things I've done for them. How can I defend myself if in the first place I'm already been judged? All my life I've been dealing with those bad judgments. They can't understand why I'm like this. In reality, the only person that you can rely on is your family and God of course. Because of this experiences I learn to be stronger and tougher for the next obstacles I will encounter in my life. Lord, guide me. :)
I have lots of thoughts in my mind according to the treatments I received from my constant friends. First, let us define the term "friends". In Webster's New Dictionary, friend is defined as a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ally, supporter. In my case it doesn't exist with the people I'm with. Ever since I'm in high school, I didn't have the chance to have a permanent barkada. I've tried twice but it didn't worked out. It seems like nobody wants my presence. It hurts. I'm so insecure with the people who already found a friend who will accept them whole-heartedly. I guess in this stage of my life I'm still hoping to find one.
What's their problem? They are nice to me, really, but not all the time. I just keep my feelings to myself like what I usually do. But sometimes I can't carry it anymore and I just cry. The problem is they put conclusions on my actions. The only thing that they remember is my mistakes and not the good things I've done for them. How can I defend myself if in the first place I'm already been judged? All my life I've been dealing with those bad judgments. They can't understand why I'm like this. In reality, the only person that you can rely on is your family and God of course. Because of this experiences I learn to be stronger and tougher for the next obstacles I will encounter in my life. Lord, guide me. :)
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