Pinoy Magazine 9th Anniversary Issue

Why I love Sam Concepcion? 

Hmmm... There's many reason to like him he's a good singer, an epic dancer, a cool host, an excellent theater actor to sum up everything he's a multi-talented creation. But believe it or not there's only one reason why I love Sam. When I first saw him on tv singing "I Want You Back" my heart beats fast. I was a kid that time so I was confused but now that I'm already 20, I already discovered that feeling. His voice is my favorite sound, and his name is my favorite noun. He is different. It's so hard to explain actually. He's the reason why I keep on smiling. And I believe God will make a way for us. Hehe... Thank you Mr. Raymund and Mrs. Gene for having Samuel Lawrence Lopez Concepcion into my life though it's a fairytale that so difficult to come true. :)

Happy 9th Anniversary Pinoy Magazine! I will surely buy this issue. Thank you for giving me this once in a lifetime opportunity. :)

IJB meets JQC

Here I go again. Waiting for a guy's attention. There's this guy, an on-call waiter from IP. He's the one who's always with me when I'm recovering with the first guy I blogged here. They are friends actually. Most of the time he visited me in our boarding house. At that time he's always broken time so every 10 pm we see each other, have a talk and foodtrip. The last time he gave me was these.

When he bought me these I was so overwhelmed. I just told him that I want something sweet. I did not expect that he will buy a chocolate and its toblerone plus the C2 it's not clear in the picture but it's pink. :)

We went to the bridge near our boarding house. I let him watched my videos in youtube. I felt his arm around my shoulder. I did not protest I don't know why. Now, we're not texting anymore but he's flirting with me when we're in IP. I'm confused. He said he will visit me today but even a text I have nothing received. I guess I'm already hit by him. I should not felt this because several people thinks that he's already taken and they celebrated their anniversary just this September my birthday month. I don't know if this is true but when I asked him this morning he can't look me in the eye. He never answered me. I hate him. He left me hanging. If I can read his mind it would be easy for me to handle this. I think I should drink stresstabs. If it's true it will be such painful like the scenes in a movie. :(

What's your number?

There's this guy working in IP. And he's giving me sh*t right now. Not because I like him though he's cute but there's issues I considered. This story started when he asked my number to my co-ojt. I was so shy that time because I'm not used to this. He gives me the feeling of kilig. Well, I'm always like that when I'm getting teased to someone. My co-ojt launched a bet. If the guy will text me that day I will treat her a coke. I said yes. When we went home, the guy texted me and my co-ojt won. They teases us like we were love team.

We exchanged text messages that day. He asked me that is it okay if we will be together in the christmas and new year since we are both in Cebu and can't go to our origin. I didn't answer his question. The next day, we back-up the outlet he belongs. I was nervous what to react when I see him. So I avoid being assigned in the pantry. But he saw me and we said "Hi" to each other. Some people in  the outlet teases me and it's so obvious what's the reason behind it.

Days passes by, he stopped texting me and I wonder why. My co-ojt asked his number so that she can ask why it happened. I gave his number. Things start to change when I observed that his texting my co-ojt rather than me. My co-ojt showed me their text messages to each other. From there, I confirmed my instinct. He like my co-ojt. It's becoming more clear when the guy visited our boarding house, brought some snacks and he's with my co-ojt. Well, I admit it hurts but not because I'm into that guy but because it's a slap into my face. Why did he asked my number? I can't understand. So people, when you read this, please don't pity me. It's not my lost. Everything happens for a reason. God has a purpose why he's doing this. So smile though your heart is aching. Just kidding. I will smile because I can. :)

The Results

Tuesday, October 16, 2012, we had received the results we're waiting for. It was almost 5 in the afternoon I guess. Marj told Jewel and I that the results of IP was already announced via text. I immediately grab my phone and see if I am included to the recipients. Thanks to God, one message received from Ma'am Angie "Congratulations! You are qualified for training in IP. Please return to IP and get your requirements." Woooooooooooow! I'm so happy God answered my prayers. But we are not all accepted as we hoped. We are only four including Loysa, Zearyne, Rizza and yours truly. There was sadness I felt inside. I can't help but cry with them. I was not pretending at all. I don't know it's just that it will be more victorious if we are all accepted. It is our dream. I think we already used all the motto related to our feelings and meaningful songs as well.

But now, all of us have already an establishment. Some are in Cebu White Sands. Thanks to Ma'am Rutchelle the one who interviewed us before that day. Before we went to the ship, Movenpick called us but I haven't answered it. I missed the call. Maybe this establishment in the picture is really for me. Let's do this in Imperial Manner! :)

Cebu Adventure

Last week October 8, 2012, we tried our luck in Cebu City to apply for Imperial Palace Waterpark Resort and Spa. I chose to stay near the establishment due to the accessibility. I stayed at Blue House together with Farrah, Poyot, Marj, Loysa, Jewel, Joenah, Vera, Bianca, Xhaine and my daughter Lily. It is in favor to me because it is only 100 per night unlike the pension house my other classmates availed.

After the interview we got disappointed about what happen that day. Most of our classmates were late and the interviewers were out of their mood because of that. We are worried of what will be the results if they will accept us or not.

The next day, Farrah, Xhaine, Lily and Bianca went to their scheduled interview for Shangri-La. Luckily, all of them were accepted. So we are pressured of where we will be having our OJT.

During the night, we planned to walk-in to different hotels and resorts in Mactan and the main city. But we also consider the opinion of Ma'am Angie since she is our OJT Coordinator. She gave us the names and e-mail address of the HR's. We e-mailed our resumes and applications letters to them. While waiting for their response, we spent our time going to Sto. Nino Church, reading pocket book, texting and watching Ate Gay's videos since we don't have a television. We shared rigorous laughter thanks to Poyot. :D Indeed, I'm enjoying these people. :)

My Dreamboy

Though there are a lot of difficult circumstances I've been to but this is just a chicken for me because of you. I love listening to your songs. It's like I'm listening to an angel's voice. I promise to myself I will do everything just to be worthy of your last name. Hehe... Please don't laugh. I'm serious. Watch & learn. :)

Lotion

I spent most of my time with Zearyne today. We listen to the seminar about Coop held at MSU-IIT MPH. Then we go to the mall to release our stress. She accompanied me in buying lotion. I was really choosy on lotions. I want cheap-but-worth-it lotion. And after a long time of deciding, I have chosen Watson's energizing lotion if I'm not mistaken. Haha! It's only P109 but already contains 532ml. Awesome right? I'm so happy I bought it. And my giggles were lasted for a long time like Zearyne was "Oh, stop it". :)

Ebay

I was inspired by Nenen's phone one time she was sharing this topic. She get this from a a site where you can shop online. Her phone can be flip and it is pink. So adorable. You know that is my favorite color so I try to go to this site ebay.ph and found so many fabulous phones. My eyes are blinking. I will take this as an inspiration to work harder to buy a pink phone. And I'm dying to get it. :)

Sirena

After our econ make-up class, I was so entertain by this guy wearing lipstick on his lips. Oh, don't be confused. He's a guy. Yes, no, uhm, I'm confused too. Haha! He is Edgar Allan Guzman playing a gay role in MMK episode last saturday. I was laughing out loud when I'm watching this. I love the music also entitled "Sirena" by Gloc 9. Try to listen the whole song it will reflect the third sex, so that we can understand them. :)

The Healing

I just watched this movie yesterday night because my sister is so excited. She already watched this in the cinema theater and she was so shocked about the outcome of the movie. I get curious about it. When I'm watching the movie I wasn't expecting the story would be like that. The trailer only shows 10% of the movie. Good job to Chito Roño!

HRM Batch 2

I just recently heard this song from "Becareful with My Heart". And it sticks to my mind until now. When I hear this song I remember my classmates and the memories we shared. Ayyyyyyyyyy. :( Hope we will never forget each other after we graduate, hopefully. :')

You May Read You May Not

After almost two years of blogging, I now understand the feeling of my co-blogger Vanessa. I read her post about some people who can't understand the freedom of speech because yours truly had experienced it just now. I also understand those celebrities like Christine Reyes, Angelica Panganiban and many more of their posting their feelings due to their outburst emotions about something, the only difference is that they used their  twitter accounts. Well, what's the name of the blogger? It's inajessicab no more no less. I will post whatever I wanna post. I will delete whatever I wanna delete because this is my blog anyway. And I'm not minding your own businesses so don't mind mine. Blogging is my only escape to the reality. So if you don't like my blog then I'm not forcing you to read it. Close the tab. And have a happy life. No bitterness at all I don't wanna look old in my age. Live, love, laugh. Hahahahaha! :D

Watch and Learn

The performance that won the second spot over 15 tandem performances. Not pochoo pochoo anymore. Haha!

Skinny Js Flair Tandem

Right after we performed the flairtending by group for our prelims, Sir Ned announced that our midterms will be a flair tandem. I don't know who will be my partner since Hannah-Cham and Valerie-Rizza is already in contract. I guess God wants to challenge me this time. He wants me to go out in my comfort zone so he make a way for Kaz Justin Marzo to come in the scene.

Well, it was not easy since we have opposite opinions but the key to success is to adjust, understand and be patient. And I think God heard my prayers. In our actual performance, Kaz and I had the least number of broken bottles. As I've watched our video, he broke one bottle and he drop down a shaker, and I also drop down one bottle because my hands are almost wet during that time.

I called our tandem as Skinny Js because as you can see we are both thin and like a jeans without each other it's useless.

We ranked number 2 over the 15 tandem performances. Thanks to the people who supported us namely: Earl, Clifford, Catcat and Gwency. I never regret anything I've done. If I have the chance to choose who will be my tandem I will stick to Kaz because I love challenges and this makes me a better person. :)

Worship you? No Way!

I really don't understand why unfortunate faces have the angst to bring down people. What's their problem in the first place? Maybe, because they think that they have the power to be above those poor people and when I say poor people, I'm in it. I just post this lines as my status on facebook "Sometimes I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life. >:("

There's a girl whose pissing me until now. If I could change anything I will change your face because it sucks. I hope you'll regret everything you did to me.

Dream Come True

During the first batch of Boracay ojts including Joenah and Catcat, I already dreamed of following their footsteps. Chos! I want to go to the so called "almost paradise island" as well as the "temptation island". I always seen it on tv, magazines and print ads but not in reality. So I decided to have my on-the-job training in Boracay. But I have a problem. I'm not sure if my mom will allow me because first it's too far and lastly we don't have the budget. Through my courage in reaching my dream, I go search for funds and finally by the help of God's instrument I successfully gone to Boracay. Thanks to you. You know who you are. :)

Cake Decorating

Our baking and pastry required us to decorate a cake in our own design and style. 10:30 this morning, we started our finals and guess what some things went wrong as I expected. I was one of the first person to make a meringue but it ended epic fail because of the sudden color of the sugar. I have 1 cup sugar left and I needed 1 cup more just 1 cup. Then I ask everyone inside the laboratory if they have sugar but they still need it for their meringue. So I try to ask the people outside the laboratory who have already done but I was disappointed. Someone said she has a sugar but it is for sale. I understand it is her way to negotiate a business but I was helpless and there's no more money inside my pocket. But here's the catch _____ said "Kung maro ka mas maro mi teh." I was hurt by what she said. I'm so disappointed. When I get inside the lab I can't help my tears from falling then I go to Farrah. I told her what happen that I don't have money anymore she said directly "Akong paliton!" And I ask Rizza to go outside because I can't face them anymore with tears in my eyes.

Well, enough of that, my cake was a doraemon inspired cake. No worries I will post the picture of my cake if you promised not to laugh with it. 

In the end, the lesson that I've learned this day is "When you're in difficulty your TRUE friends will always be there at your side. :')

Monster's Kitchen

February 24, 2012 we had gone to Cagayan de Oro City to visit Monster's Kitchen. We have seen the Chef's demonstration on how to make a fondant cake. It's fabulous but so hard to knead. In my case, I will not force myself to do it because I don't have big arms. Hahaha! The pictures can speak a thousand words which make you think that it was fun after all.

The Flowers

The full version as I promised. Watch this. :)

It Started with a Kiss :*

Joseph Jang





                                        Arianne Yuan



This is my latest addiction. ISWAK is my primary reason to go home early. Yeah, I know this is just the third showing from its first premiere on television but this is my chance to follow the series completely. I won't agree if I miss one of the episodes it hurts for me. I wish I can finish this series. I love the story. I find it so funny and interesting to watch. Actually, the reason why I like ISWAK it's because the girl is intellectually-challenged like me. Hehe... Oh, wait I must watch now. See yah! :)

Ms. Sunshine to Ms. Nobody

This past few weeks I'm having this feeling of unwantedness. To the people who knew me they probably think I'm happy with the people that surrounds me. But they are wrong.

I have lots of thoughts in my mind according to the treatments I received from my constant friends. First, let us define the term "friends". In Webster's New Dictionary, friend is defined as a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ally, supporter. In my case it doesn't exist with the people I'm with. Ever since I'm in high school, I didn't have the chance to have a permanent barkada. I've tried twice but it didn't worked out. It seems like nobody wants my presence. It hurts. I'm so insecure with the people who already found a friend who will accept them whole-heartedly. I guess in this stage of my life I'm still hoping to find one.

What's their problem? They are nice to me, really, but not all the time. I just keep my feelings to myself like what I usually do. But sometimes I can't carry it anymore and I just cry. The problem is they put conclusions on my actions. The only thing that they remember is my mistakes and not the good things I've done for them. How can I defend myself if in the first place I'm already been judged? All my life I've been dealing with those bad judgments. They can't understand why I'm like this. In reality, the only person that you can rely on is your family and God of course. Because of this experiences I learn to be stronger and tougher for the next obstacles I will encounter in my life. Lord, guide me. :)

Myop

Finally, I can share to you the product of our effort on bringing the short story of The Flowers by Alice Walker on this video. Hope you like it. Enjoy!

Me, Myself and I

In my 19 years of existence, I have learned so much from my mistakes. From my family, friends and even to the one I loved before. I have been stronger than before. Maybe it's time to love myself this time. As a reward, I bought a brand new pants and a BNY slippers recently. I want to make myself happy with those things that I rarely have. Take note: I bought it with my own money. Wow! It relieves me. For all my hard work this is my little price of those sweat and tears. This is just a beginning of giving love and respect to myself. Enough of all the shit in life. Let's smile and laugh out loud. Life is beautiful and so are we. :)