Cake Decorating

Our baking and pastry required us to decorate a cake in our own design and style. 10:30 this morning, we started our finals and guess what some things went wrong as I expected. I was one of the first person to make a meringue but it ended epic fail because of the sudden color of the sugar. I have 1 cup sugar left and I needed 1 cup more just 1 cup. Then I ask everyone inside the laboratory if they have sugar but they still need it for their meringue. So I try to ask the people outside the laboratory who have already done but I was disappointed. Someone said she has a sugar but it is for sale. I understand it is her way to negotiate a business but I was helpless and there's no more money inside my pocket. But here's the catch _____ said "Kung maro ka mas maro mi teh." I was hurt by what she said. I'm so disappointed. When I get inside the lab I can't help my tears from falling then I go to Farrah. I told her what happen that I don't have money anymore she said directly "Akong paliton!" And I ask Rizza to go outside because I can't face them anymore with tears in my eyes.

Well, enough of that, my cake was a doraemon inspired cake. No worries I will post the picture of my cake if you promised not to laugh with it. 

In the end, the lesson that I've learned this day is "When you're in difficulty your TRUE friends will always be there at your side. :')

Monster's Kitchen

February 24, 2012 we had gone to Cagayan de Oro City to visit Monster's Kitchen. We have seen the Chef's demonstration on how to make a fondant cake. It's fabulous but so hard to knead. In my case, I will not force myself to do it because I don't have big arms. Hahaha! The pictures can speak a thousand words which make you think that it was fun after all.

The Flowers

The full version as I promised. Watch this. :)

It Started with a Kiss :*

Joseph Jang





                                        Arianne Yuan



This is my latest addiction. ISWAK is my primary reason to go home early. Yeah, I know this is just the third showing from its first premiere on television but this is my chance to follow the series completely. I won't agree if I miss one of the episodes it hurts for me. I wish I can finish this series. I love the story. I find it so funny and interesting to watch. Actually, the reason why I like ISWAK it's because the girl is intellectually-challenged like me. Hehe... Oh, wait I must watch now. See yah! :)

Ms. Sunshine to Ms. Nobody

This past few weeks I'm having this feeling of unwantedness. To the people who knew me they probably think I'm happy with the people that surrounds me. But they are wrong.

I have lots of thoughts in my mind according to the treatments I received from my constant friends. First, let us define the term "friends". In Webster's New Dictionary, friend is defined as a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ally, supporter. In my case it doesn't exist with the people I'm with. Ever since I'm in high school, I didn't have the chance to have a permanent barkada. I've tried twice but it didn't worked out. It seems like nobody wants my presence. It hurts. I'm so insecure with the people who already found a friend who will accept them whole-heartedly. I guess in this stage of my life I'm still hoping to find one.

What's their problem? They are nice to me, really, but not all the time. I just keep my feelings to myself like what I usually do. But sometimes I can't carry it anymore and I just cry. The problem is they put conclusions on my actions. The only thing that they remember is my mistakes and not the good things I've done for them. How can I defend myself if in the first place I'm already been judged? All my life I've been dealing with those bad judgments. They can't understand why I'm like this. In reality, the only person that you can rely on is your family and God of course. Because of this experiences I learn to be stronger and tougher for the next obstacles I will encounter in my life. Lord, guide me. :)

Myop

Finally, I can share to you the product of our effort on bringing the short story of The Flowers by Alice Walker on this video. Hope you like it. Enjoy!

Me, Myself and I

In my 19 years of existence, I have learned so much from my mistakes. From my family, friends and even to the one I loved before. I have been stronger than before. Maybe it's time to love myself this time. As a reward, I bought a brand new pants and a BNY slippers recently. I want to make myself happy with those things that I rarely have. Take note: I bought it with my own money. Wow! It relieves me. For all my hard work this is my little price of those sweat and tears. This is just a beginning of giving love and respect to myself. Enough of all the shit in life. Let's smile and laugh out loud. Life is beautiful and so are we. :)