Worship you? No Way!

I really don't understand why unfortunate faces have the angst to bring down people. What's their problem in the first place? Maybe, because they think that they have the power to be above those poor people and when I say poor people, I'm in it. I just post this lines as my status on facebook "Sometimes I regret being nice, apologizing when I didn't do anything wrong, and for making unworthy people a priority in my life. >:("

There's a girl whose pissing me until now. If I could change anything I will change your face because it sucks. I hope you'll regret everything you did to me.

Dream Come True

During the first batch of Boracay ojts including Joenah and Catcat, I already dreamed of following their footsteps. Chos! I want to go to the so called "almost paradise island" as well as the "temptation island". I always seen it on tv, magazines and print ads but not in reality. So I decided to have my on-the-job training in Boracay. But I have a problem. I'm not sure if my mom will allow me because first it's too far and lastly we don't have the budget. Through my courage in reaching my dream, I go search for funds and finally by the help of God's instrument I successfully gone to Boracay. Thanks to you. You know who you are. :)

Cake Decorating

Our baking and pastry required us to decorate a cake in our own design and style. 10:30 this morning, we started our finals and guess what some things went wrong as I expected. I was one of the first person to make a meringue but it ended epic fail because of the sudden color of the sugar. I have 1 cup sugar left and I needed 1 cup more just 1 cup. Then I ask everyone inside the laboratory if they have sugar but they still need it for their meringue. So I try to ask the people outside the laboratory who have already done but I was disappointed. Someone said she has a sugar but it is for sale. I understand it is her way to negotiate a business but I was helpless and there's no more money inside my pocket. But here's the catch _____ said "Kung maro ka mas maro mi teh." I was hurt by what she said. I'm so disappointed. When I get inside the lab I can't help my tears from falling then I go to Farrah. I told her what happen that I don't have money anymore she said directly "Akong paliton!" And I ask Rizza to go outside because I can't face them anymore with tears in my eyes.

Well, enough of that, my cake was a doraemon inspired cake. No worries I will post the picture of my cake if you promised not to laugh with it. 

In the end, the lesson that I've learned this day is "When you're in difficulty your TRUE friends will always be there at your side. :')

Monster's Kitchen

February 24, 2012 we had gone to Cagayan de Oro City to visit Monster's Kitchen. We have seen the Chef's demonstration on how to make a fondant cake. It's fabulous but so hard to knead. In my case, I will not force myself to do it because I don't have big arms. Hahaha! The pictures can speak a thousand words which make you think that it was fun after all.

The Flowers

The full version as I promised. Watch this. :)

It Started with a Kiss :*

Joseph Jang





                                        Arianne Yuan



This is my latest addiction. ISWAK is my primary reason to go home early. Yeah, I know this is just the third showing from its first premiere on television but this is my chance to follow the series completely. I won't agree if I miss one of the episodes it hurts for me. I wish I can finish this series. I love the story. I find it so funny and interesting to watch. Actually, the reason why I like ISWAK it's because the girl is intellectually-challenged like me. Hehe... Oh, wait I must watch now. See yah! :)

Ms. Sunshine to Ms. Nobody

This past few weeks I'm having this feeling of unwantedness. To the people who knew me they probably think I'm happy with the people that surrounds me. But they are wrong.

I have lots of thoughts in my mind according to the treatments I received from my constant friends. First, let us define the term "friends". In Webster's New Dictionary, friend is defined as a person whom one knows well and is fond of; an ally, supporter. In my case it doesn't exist with the people I'm with. Ever since I'm in high school, I didn't have the chance to have a permanent barkada. I've tried twice but it didn't worked out. It seems like nobody wants my presence. It hurts. I'm so insecure with the people who already found a friend who will accept them whole-heartedly. I guess in this stage of my life I'm still hoping to find one.

What's their problem? They are nice to me, really, but not all the time. I just keep my feelings to myself like what I usually do. But sometimes I can't carry it anymore and I just cry. The problem is they put conclusions on my actions. The only thing that they remember is my mistakes and not the good things I've done for them. How can I defend myself if in the first place I'm already been judged? All my life I've been dealing with those bad judgments. They can't understand why I'm like this. In reality, the only person that you can rely on is your family and God of course. Because of this experiences I learn to be stronger and tougher for the next obstacles I will encounter in my life. Lord, guide me. :)